Yo, folks!
It’s been quite some time since I abandoned this column. Roughly 6 months back, I was lazing around, trying hard to make the most of my holiday. And here I am, having struggled over my much-dreaded orientation and 1st semester of my MBBS course. I’m thankful that despite all those challenging times, I was able to brave it out all along, overcoming odds and difficulties though I’ve no certain idea whether I’d pass my 1st professional exam. I guess time will tell, slightly 3 weeks more away. Wish me luck!! :>
My 1st semester in UM has been filled with tears, joy, thrill, or simply, an intricate mix of feelings. I never knew life as a doctor (or more accurately, as a medical student) could be so demanding and taxing. Frankly, I hesitated to blog again after unofficially quitted months back. Somehow, deep down my heart, I’m scared of losing. The thought of it scares me, I’m afraid my life’s be shrouded by sheer meaningless moments or moments gone missing or be forgotten, drown in the sea of this ever-changing world. Will I have memories, or will I lose everything I came up with all my life? I’ve never been so uncertain about my life, but now it has come to a point to realize that after all, we are humans, beings destined to die someday. I vowed to keep those precious moments embedded somewhere, perhaps within the remains of this blog.
Time flies. For certain, I’ve met new people, form new friendship and even experienced a whole new world. University life has certainly open up my mind, to the world that we’ll embrace someday. What a feeling!
I just don’t know who I am anymore, or how I’ve been here. But this won’t stop me from finding the missing link within me. I know one day, I’ll make it big and find my place in this big, wide world.
Tomorrow is a new day, a new hope and a new beginning. Good night!
Signing off.
23:32
